May 30, 2006 Jy, I'm so sorry I've been a real bad friend. Sorry to drag you into this. Sorry I haven't been myself. Sorry to cause you to be in this state too. Sorry you have to eat your meals alone the past few days. Sorry for being so short-tempered. Sorry I ignore the comments we once always used to laugh at. Sorry you sometimes have to go out on your own. Sorry to only talk to you when you're stuck with the questions. Sorry I can't do my part as a friend to protect you.
I've notice at times you're not your usual self too. But I didn't know the cause of it all was me. I'm really really sorry.
I miss us both but I just can't help myself and I don't think I can help you either. I really don't know how to make you feel better. =( Please take care. Please study hard. Please pass the exams. I really need you to be with me in all the classes.
I feel so guilty. I've been a bad friend, I know. I'm really sorry.